I sleep too long
I don’t wash my hair
I cry when no one is looking
And won’t admit I was the one who didn’t care
Care enough for myself
To be honest about what I want
Settling for anyone who felt like a ghostly haunt
Of my invisible past that doesn’t have to hurt me anymore
Of some long ago made up curse and I’m aiming to settle the score
You want me to hurt God
Let’s see what you can do
Take it all away
I still won’t believe in you
Then who the fuck am I begging to
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